Journal Of a Dreamer

Agustus 29, 2014

Kegagalan?

2:30 AM Posted by Bayu Aji Pamungkas , , , No comments

Apakah gagal benar-benar ada?

Halangan terbesar dalam mencapai keberhasilan adalah ketakutan akan kegagalan

Kita ini adalah mahluk yang sangat lucu

Kita tidak mau gagal, padahal kita tau bahwa tidak ada keberhasilan tanpa ada kegagalan sebelumnya

Kita juga tahu bahwa banyak dari kegagalan telah lahir orang kuat dan besar

kita perlu merubah cara berfikir tentang kegagalan

yaitu dengan memandang kegagalan dalam sudut yang berbeda

Jangan sebut itu kegagalan, melainkan hanyalah sebuah informasi yang menunjukan seberapa efektif tindakan yang dilakukan

Jangan sebut itu kegagalan, sebutlah sebagai pembelajaran

Bila gagal akan membawamu mencapai impianmu, maukah kamu melewatinya ?

sepanjang kamu tidak berhenti maka kamu tidak gagal



-Dari seseorang yang jauh dan terlupakan

Agustus 26, 2014

Through Thousand Nights

7:17 AM Posted by Bayu Aji Pamungkas No comments
August 26, 2014


I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me. I wander about within that repetition,
i found a single answer.
even scared, and even hurt,
I can say “I love you” to the person I love

do you love me? do you not love me?
it doesn't matter to me either way. no matter how much i wish for it. there are lot of things in this world that can't be changed.
that's right, and only the fact that i love you, is a truth that's unchangeable by anyone.

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you. there's something that i have to tell you.
i want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me.
i wander about, within that repetition,i found a single answer, that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt,
I can say “I love you” to the person I love.
putting my feelings into words is scary, but
I can say “I love you” to the person I love.


i can't express in words, the joy of meeting you in this big world. so we smile, singing about the autumn, that passes by in vivid colors, with a "do re mi ♪"
we turn our backs on the winter, waiting for the sunlight streaming through the trees in spring
and are reborn again anew, so that we can protect someone.

when i looked back on the path that i came down, and my destination, i would always do it with timid eyes.
i want to face you but i can't be honest. i, who repeatedly went through days of not being able to love his own partner honestly and hated being alone on that day, seemed to love people in a flawless way.

passing through thousand nights, now i want to meet you. there's something that i have to tell you.
i want to be loved, but you don't seemed to love me.
i wander about, within that repetition,
i found a single answer. That even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person I love. Even if those feeling don't come true, for me, just be able to say “I love you” to the person I love, is the most wonderful thing in the world.



unconfessed feeling of mine.
To that particular girl, who lives in a different world i live.. :)

Agustus 14, 2014

It's been a long time!

10:12 PM Posted by Bayu Aji Pamungkas No comments

Hello again, fellow blogger! :)
It's been a while, huh?

Gw mau minta maaf kepada blog ini dan diri gw sendiri karena dia udah dibiarin gak keurus selama berbulan-bulan lamanya. Selain gara-gara jadwal yang padat (boong banget!) vakum-nya gw dari dunia blogging adalah dikarenakan kemalasan gw udah sampe tingkat dewa. Hal ini bukan tanpa penyebab. Kesibukan gw akhir-akhir ini ngurusin ini ngurusin itu dan hal-hal lain membuat gw jadi mudah capek. Dan kalo udah capek, bakal males banget buat ngapa-ngapain. Jangankan duduk depan kompi trus nulis post, mau ke toilet aja gw harus muter guling-gulingan kek tringgiling lagi senggama saking males nya.
Eh.. Tapi vakum-nya gw bukan berarti gw gak nulis apa-apa sama sekali. Macem-macem post udah rampung di draft ponsel, dan tinggal menunggu untuk di post. Mulai dari gw ikutan lomba, trus online shopping pertama kali, belajar Metode deduksi, sampe curcol galau sebelum Ujian Semester.

Well, i won't ignore you just like that, my dearest blog :)
umm... *mikir mau nulis apalagi*
Udah gitu aja.
Tungguin ya, post-post nya bakal segera menyusul.

Jaaaa~